Its What You Think...

My dearest Angel we are what we think. Keep your thoughts focused and pleasant. Keep your mind strong. Your soldier is at war and will be there soon to rescue you. I must importantly say, angel to keep u strong, understand that alcohol is a drug that is classified as a depressant. Do lot let people trick you into drinking. Now I demand your cooperation and strength for your own inner love. Do not drink no more, no excuses. It does u no good. It has only been hurting u. Rise above common people you are not a human, you are a graceful gentle spirit, an angel. Think above the average. Yes you are a monkey, but what monkey see, monkey does not have to do. There is strength in virtue.

We do not need to walk in a path of inner moral corruption. We do have a light inside us to follow. I am loving you. You are my heart. You should be filled with faith in love, and not with worries, concerns and fears.

Do you know what it feels like to walk into a temple or church. Do you recall that feeling inside. You can always have that feeling inside you if you want it to. Any thing other than positive thoughts and emotions can remove bricks from the foundation of your love within. Be aware when these thoughts come to your mind and shake them away fast. Do not let them simmer brewing storms of doubt and fear within you.

My angel you are strong but you must believe that you are strong first. My angel your love is unique, your heart is pure and you are special, but you must believe that first. We have been through major test only to prove that love conquers all. That faith is the only antidote when we cannot find the answers to cure the troubles of life and within ourselves.

You consume my heart to much for me ever to experience loneliness. Yes I miss you incredibly. My every thought and action is in faith of our love and desire to be together with you as fast and immediate as possible. Think love and feel love, think lonely and feel lonely, think strong then be strong, think sex then be sex. We are what we think. Do not allow to be enslaved by thoughts that are not of a positive nature. Let magic fill you, not daily urges. you think you are the nature of your being because that is what you believe you are, do not believe that. Believe in what you know can better you, empower you strengthen you. It takes effort like all champion spirits. You have the ability to be better by commanding yourself to do so.

Look into the mirror and see that angel of you, tell her you love her, tell her she is strong not weak, tell her she is virtue, tell her she is love, tell her she is unlike others, tell her she is strength, tell her no she is not weak, tell her no she is not pressured, tell her there is magic, tell her there is hope, tell her there is faith, tell her there is god inside her soul. Tell her that you have been watching her all your life and you know who she is inside. BE THAT ANGEL!

The Light of Destiny

Let it be written, let it be done that you are destiny's light. Be it known to you that you have a divine right to be love the way you deserve and to receive the love fit for a princess angel. A gentle love fit for a tender heart. A love of understanding and strength to cradle a sensitive child of virtue. My arms are big and strong for you to hold within. My heart beats with courage and faith to guide you through. I am here, I know, I got you, I am with you, I am you!

You complete me, I have been preparing my life for you. I have been following my heart remaining open to your welcoming. You have come. Now you are here. Now there's no fear. Cause we are one in heart and soul. We believe in something that others can't see. We believe in something that others can't feel. We know something that others can't know. That is because we believe in a higher power of magic, love and faith and a god that rules inside of our hearts.


We have been blessed my dear. truly blessed with love. I am forever thankful for my life and divine guidance, ever thankful for all my life's experiences that I can share with you. Ever understanding the true meaning of love not only for the love inside myself but for the love for others. People may not know me or understand me for what I have faith in, however there is a higher power of spirit or divine presence, that knows what truth lies within my heart. It is the same truth and belief that I had as a child that I could never let go of. It is that innocence of a child who would put his finger into an electric wall socket only to get a powerful jolting shock, did I not know better, was I naive, was I careless or was I really fearless. I just want to be me, as me as I know and to be with you as the you that I know. To treat like a gentle flower, a princess an angel to always completely and fulfillingly love you til no end. I will always be your happiness as you will always be mine. The storm is over, let the sunshine in my love. Love is Forever!

Happiness From the Pursuit

My Angel, we know what feels good and we know what feels right. Only we know the truth when quietly looking inside of ourselves. Only we know what we are looking for. This understanding is important if we are to ever successfully employ the power of faith

What makes us happy? Do we feel we are entitled to be happy? Everyone deserves happiness. Life is an experience that we go through to learn from and to teach as a collective. Happiness is an existence in which we connect with as a positive state of being. We should all be happy, we should all demand happiness from life. Life is the pursuit of happiness. But we must pursue it in accordance to what our heart feels. You alone know what you feel. You alone know what makes you happy. We can not expect others to fill a void within us, if we do not know what it is that needs to be filled. If so then both become blind leading the blind and misery is inevitable. Be happy for yourself, then others will and must be happy for you. Do not worry yourself with how others may deal with their problems, you must deal with your own first and foremost so that you can help them deal with theirs. We can say this does not feel right inside, but it is all just that... a feeling. How one interprets this feeling is of their own will and state of mind. But we do not want our minds to lead us, we need our hearts to do that. Our hearts try to constantly deliver us from suffering and find a path to happiness. Happiness is simple, it is not at the store, it is not in the bank, it is true and complete priceless love.


Faith is based on certainty. We look for the signs in our life, those details which only we recognize and relate to. We take these icons and form our system to guide us in truth. We must not fear what life throws us, since fear is an inhibitor to liberation of the self. Liberation of the self is freedom. We must desire to be free from the bondage that holds us down, free from the bondage of accepting ourselves, free from the bondage that limits our potential. Faith is believing. Believing is telling our self over and over gain, a repetitive thought that makes our complete body and mind vibrate to an existence that we no longer retain doubt and fear failure. Faith is the only remedy to any successful love, relationship, business etc. One must have a constant burning desire to see themselves through life utilizing the power of faith.

Our thoughts are tiny electronic pulse that travel at the speed of light. These thoughts contain a charge as that of electrons or magnetic poles. The thoughts we keep inside will attract similar thoughts of the same nature. We must keep a focus, positive mental state of faith if we are to see ourselves down the path of life. See happiness, have faith in it and it will be. See life as you see fit, have faith in it and it will be. You have the power to will your self into a strong belief of faith and to overcome any obstacles and succeed any impossible.

Always loving your soul my Angel, for all of eternity. Please maintain and do not lose faith in our love. You must not be swayed, you must know what you want, you must follow your heart, you must live truth and you must be happy by having faith and living your dreams as you see life in your own happy view.. . LIFE CAN BE EXACTLY WHAT YOU VISUALIZE WITH FAITH!

I am always with you in love and soul!

Thankfully Loving You

My Angel, yes the future is already becoming brighter. The tests have been coming, the obstacles have been thrown. I am blinded by faith, and anchored to your heart. Yes my love, I believe in you, I believe in us. And having you in my life with your pure angelic love confirms that there is magic out there. We will learn to understand others and each other, we will become better lovers, we will be able to demonstrate hope for the future. Thank you for persevering. Thank you for loving. Thank you for being there. Thank you for your strength. You have an amazing soul. To say we were meant to be is an understatement, we are being. We are held strong by magnetic forces between you and I. We are already working as a team to overcome obstacle. I feel sure and secure above the love you dedicate to me and I will surely bless you like a princess with all the love my heart and soul has to give. My Angel you have my heart and more. I would die for you any day, but I would rather live for you everyday. I so want to hold you my love and yes I did need you to hold me last night. Life is clear. I feel triumphantly in love. There is no wrong, nothing we can not do together my love. You are a miracle in my life. Forever graciously loving you, your love radiates through me like sunshine. With you I can spread happiness and joy, because I am now happiness and joy. Thank you my Angel.

Starts with Love Inside

Because it is real love. I can say I would do anything for you. Because Love is not in my mind, it is my heart. One's mind can not decide love, for this is a function of the heart. Following your heart does not trick you, but your mind will play the cruelest jokes. Your heart will take you through leaps and bounds, your mind will take you down a dark path. If you believe in love then miracles flourish, weaknesses become strength, doubt becomes certainty, fear becomes courage.

The truest love, is the strength to love oneself. For that is the strongest foundation in which we use as a gauge to love others. Doing what our heart knows is right frees our mind from frustration. Removing obstacles of the self one block at a time provides a path of clarity to walk freely. We become liberated from the mental slavery that inhibits true inner happiness. We must fight inner battles if we are ever to deal with the war of the world. We must win, we must land ashore and burn all ships, for there is no turning back or running away. We must see the truth through the darkness. We must want it. We can feel we are shrugging thoughts off in the distance, but the truth of our sensitive nature is that these thoughts cling to our inner being shaping our exterior. We must see and be clear about looking inside of our selves. We must put aside time to do so. If we do not take time out to nurture an infant child, then how can that child develop in health. So it is with ourselves. We must not take the usual mundane time that we have been doing all of our lives, but we must sit back and take a deliberate moment to be alone and within ourselves. We must pull ourselves to stop and just listen to our forgotten breath within us. We must consciously make a deliberate effort.


Do not take life, your mind, your heart and love for granted. For nothing comes easy without dedicated work and that work begins with you inside. You must take the attitude of dealing with yourself like the Spartan's Last 300. You must rather fight for truth rather than to die in hell.

My angel as always my soul speaks to you, you must tune into me. Do not think our obstacles and test will be few. But we must acknowledge and prepare to bond our love. We must seal the truth within us. I am ready for you in love, in heart and mind and body. I am truth. I am inner love. I am waiting for you. I am that I am.

Love me deeply my Angel with your deepest heart, like no other, like no truer, like no warmer. The universe had smiled on me 2 days ago blessing me with a light kiss of forgiveness. I am forging that into strength for your love. Be careful what you wish for my dear, because it has been sent to you, it is within your grasp, open totally to accept it, do not fight it. A magic like this bestowed upon you is a rare form.

A love like ours need no trials and errors, our love does not need probation. Our love needs faith in a giant locking leap. Be with me for all times with your heart in our happiness and my love. I am crying out to you! I am you. You shall no longer suffer, you will have eternal life in love and never know death. I will cradle you godly, I will touch you gently, move in you slowly, talk to you sweetly, shower you sensuously. I am you, do you know what you want and are you ready. There are no forces preventing anything from becoming manifestation, only the blocks we stack in front of our vision. Only we can makes us be, only we can make us not be. Lets just choose to be. Do not leave our love up to chance, but a conscious effort. I love you forever. Would I do anything,yes! One day you may end up with one of my fingers making it to your mailbox, cause I told you I am forever and I will do anything for you. I am that I am.

I am That... I am

My love is special, my love is forever. That's what I want you know of me. My love is intense, my love is overbearing but that is what I have for you. My love can be smothering my love may be jealous but that's the love I have for you. My love is uplifting my love is sensitive, but that is the love I have for you. My love is focused, my love is eternal. that is the love I have for you. My love is unconditional my love is patient, that is the love I have for you. My love is happiness and full of faith, that is the love I have for you. My love is gentle my love is earth moving, but that is the love I have for you. My love is long distance like a soldier when I rather be there to protect you, but that is the love I have for you.

Baby I told you I live a life unlike others. I told told you I have a faith and believe unlike others, I told you I have had miracles and experiences unlike others. Yes It seems have been tarnished with words of malice. Yes I rather the energy to flow between us uninhibited. That is said and done, nothing I can do about it, but remain with my faith in myself and hope that faith is felt in you. So forgive me if I filter the sound of unfaith from your lips for you not know what you do. However I do understand it. That is a old world for me, my faith can not be shaken, my truth can not be broken. I must live as I live and do as I do. Its means everything to be with you and I will do anything by all means necessary for that regardless of how you feel of the methodology. I must utilize what I have been given to do the job I set out for. Yes I know I deeply love you, and there is much I need to do to prove that always. But there is also a love for myself and facts that I know and live by. I have been a changed man already. I do not need to change in to anything more. Release those old concepts, cause I wish you not to be haunted by it or succumb to it's fear. You must also see the good in me, then just speaking of things of not so good thoughts. Be not afraid. What you are hearing from me now is my fears releasing from within. I had a fearful 1st week away from you since I let intangible thoughts and emotions get the best of me. I know where my heart is at and it is for you. I want to synchronize with you as much as possible. Truthfully I have always had plans, and my plans have always been in the works. To push them up in such a way has set me slightly ajar. I have faith that all will be well. I have no apprehensions of you that I will let bother me. Yet I will not take a fall either. So now that you know what a man I was, it is time to focus those thoughts into what kind of man you see, cause I am that I am.

Do you feel Me.

See me for my beauty and not through the eyes of someone elses despair.

Don't Put Me in a Box

I must regain composure my Angel. I seriously need to her words from you that are reassuring and deeply soothing. I want your love. I beg your understanding and implore you to have faith. Your spirit is the fire that I currently live on and it must not smolder. You are the air that oxygenate my flames so that they burn forever brightly. I wish not to think that my wildfires are being place in containment, for that would not cleanse the old and permit dry land to yield rebirth for new sprouts. It will not allow for changes and transformation to shape a new landscape. It would not allow the returning to the earth from which it came to encourage the cycle of life. A box, encourages limitation on germination and growth. A box would not allow the radiant light of the life giving sun to shine upon the young nestling seedlings unaware of the impending short fate that their lifeline has ceased to provide. I have walk those acres of lands from old. I even hid in the brush thinking I would be safe from the dangers. I realized that I can not defeat the fire as it became a symbol of light. It became the icon of free will, warmth and faith in the human kind. I burn with the fire, I am the fires passion, I carry that flame within my heart to enlighten life as once Prometheus did. I can not be chained to a rock for vulchers to pick at me for all eternity. For we all need the flame, for its light, warmth, fuel, energy, and ability to forge hardness into softness. I burn. I constantly burn with desire. I know how to forge beauty from the heat. I embrace it, it is my temper, it is my love, it is my faith it is the way I care. I am a fire walker, my love. I am not a small flame as in a Bunsen burner from a lab, but a great fire with the spirit of the sun. See my immortal light my angel, feel my warmth my angel, burn with me in trueness and Do Not Put Me In a Box. Do you feel me?

If you believe...

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What am I to you? Baby everyday I would wake up crying next to you because of an overwhelming feeling of love that I never thought could exist or even be possible in world of impossibilities. I left you in a zone of truth, inner love and happiness for you and your family. I know you. I know what you need. You do not need false promises to make up from mistakes or inner insecurities. You need to be permanently secured in love. You do not need someone who can provide for you at the moment because you have that. You need faith and hope knowing that what you really want takes focus, courage and discipline. Are you not ready for that. Are memories of the hollow flesh dictating your well being. Are you also not ready to accept what you ask for because it seems like a dream that you can not handle. Is it because you feel you are not worthy like millions of others on this planet who are willing to accept defeat in their life of illusions and settle for second to last in a hopeless journey. Do you understand the concept of faith? Do you believe in love or miracles? Do remember our intimate magic of how life stopped and waited for us at every corner returning jackpots of happiness and love to us. Do you recall when we were so into each other not observing the world around how bells, whistle and arpeggios would ring of true love found. Do you recall how when we make love to one another that our passion was so intense that we took the lives away from some of the worlds greatest givers. You must see the signs clearly my love. I beg you to know, understand and see the truth. Ironically you have references that would secure your heart. Even in half love, I could love greater than any man with full love. And when I love fully, I love only with the divine grace of a God. You look at my faults and judge me. Why do you do this to me my Angel. I know you have a tarnished imaged of me and it is only cause you allowed it. I provide you with simple ihnstruction that you should follow out the joyfulness of your heart willingly. I do not want to see the signs baby. You are confused. Ask her how and why I fell from grace, ask her how I was always there daily. Do not only see the 3 times I was not there since my heart was never there to start with. That is me. Yes I am unreal. But to you I am the realest ever to grace your love. Wake up and focus on me. Start your day with a secret power to happiness. Learn our duets. Love your family. Play new songs. Tell me how much I mean to you and that you waited for me all your life and you can wait just a little more. Provide me with the fuel I need to believe that can take me to new heights that is all I ask for you. If it is part of me you need physically I can cut a finger for you to keep by side as testament to my will. Stay in a happy place. Forget the unhappy past and now live for a glorious future if you believe in love. Give that love to your kids since the years are few. Do not let your mind trick you into thoughts of pain and sorrow which are illusions to challenge your inner self. Know what is right with certainty that moves your soul. Do not gamble our virtue, do not misuse the powers of the soul. Stay guided on a true truth. But you have to believe. You have to fast! You have to desire. You always have the upper hand. You know my weakness's as I am being tested now with reason. I accept my call, I will avail. You must see me through with words to me that are always from the heart and not the con of the mind. We are water to each others arid souls. Baby what can I do. You accepted our duties, you push the clock to tick faster. Yes I want you in a desperate way. Are you ready for that. I want you now baby in a forever way. However my love, I will fight your heart, but I will not be challenged by any man or beast lesser than the genuine love of me. I do not duel! As dueling is for ancient barbarians. For I am hard yet delicate, I am the love of aeon's forged from the pressures of life to have a love that vibrates of perfection. I will not stop believing. But I will stop settling, for I know my worth. That even the love of loves is not worthy of my heart that I offer to you. If you believe then you will radiate daily in our glow to become brighter and stronger. You will focus on me so. And you have not with 10 hard minutes or our songs of love. You regressed our passion and it hurts that I must prove myself til no end. But I will till I am left nothing. And I will lay my loveless body near a shrine dedicated to you for my will must go on..because I believe.


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