Its What You Think...

My dearest Angel we are what we think. Keep your thoughts focused and pleasant. Keep your mind strong. Your soldier is at war and will be there soon to rescue you. I must importantly say, angel to keep u strong, understand that alcohol is a drug that is classified as a depressant. Do lot let people trick you into drinking. Now I demand your cooperation and strength for your own inner love. Do not drink no more, no excuses. It does u no good. It has only been hurting u. Rise above common people you are not a human, you are a graceful gentle spirit, an angel. Think above the average. Yes you are a monkey, but what monkey see, monkey does not have to do. There is strength in virtue.

We do not need to walk in a path of inner moral corruption. We do have a light inside us to follow. I am loving you. You are my heart. You should be filled with faith in love, and not with worries, concerns and fears.

Do you know what it feels like to walk into a temple or church. Do you recall that feeling inside. You can always have that feeling inside you if you want it to. Any thing other than positive thoughts and emotions can remove bricks from the foundation of your love within. Be aware when these thoughts come to your mind and shake them away fast. Do not let them simmer brewing storms of doubt and fear within you.

My angel you are strong but you must believe that you are strong first. My angel your love is unique, your heart is pure and you are special, but you must believe that first. We have been through major test only to prove that love conquers all. That faith is the only antidote when we cannot find the answers to cure the troubles of life and within ourselves.

You consume my heart to much for me ever to experience loneliness. Yes I miss you incredibly. My every thought and action is in faith of our love and desire to be together with you as fast and immediate as possible. Think love and feel love, think lonely and feel lonely, think strong then be strong, think sex then be sex. We are what we think. Do not allow to be enslaved by thoughts that are not of a positive nature. Let magic fill you, not daily urges. you think you are the nature of your being because that is what you believe you are, do not believe that. Believe in what you know can better you, empower you strengthen you. It takes effort like all champion spirits. You have the ability to be better by commanding yourself to do so.

Look into the mirror and see that angel of you, tell her you love her, tell her she is strong not weak, tell her she is virtue, tell her she is love, tell her she is unlike others, tell her she is strength, tell her no she is not weak, tell her no she is not pressured, tell her there is magic, tell her there is hope, tell her there is faith, tell her there is god inside her soul. Tell her that you have been watching her all your life and you know who she is inside. BE THAT ANGEL!

The Light of Destiny

Let it be written, let it be done that you are destiny's light. Be it known to you that you have a divine right to be love the way you deserve and to receive the love fit for a princess angel. A gentle love fit for a tender heart. A love of understanding and strength to cradle a sensitive child of virtue. My arms are big and strong for you to hold within. My heart beats with courage and faith to guide you through. I am here, I know, I got you, I am with you, I am you!

You complete me, I have been preparing my life for you. I have been following my heart remaining open to your welcoming. You have come. Now you are here. Now there's no fear. Cause we are one in heart and soul. We believe in something that others can't see. We believe in something that others can't feel. We know something that others can't know. That is because we believe in a higher power of magic, love and faith and a god that rules inside of our hearts.


We have been blessed my dear. truly blessed with love. I am forever thankful for my life and divine guidance, ever thankful for all my life's experiences that I can share with you. Ever understanding the true meaning of love not only for the love inside myself but for the love for others. People may not know me or understand me for what I have faith in, however there is a higher power of spirit or divine presence, that knows what truth lies within my heart. It is the same truth and belief that I had as a child that I could never let go of. It is that innocence of a child who would put his finger into an electric wall socket only to get a powerful jolting shock, did I not know better, was I naive, was I careless or was I really fearless. I just want to be me, as me as I know and to be with you as the you that I know. To treat like a gentle flower, a princess an angel to always completely and fulfillingly love you til no end. I will always be your happiness as you will always be mine. The storm is over, let the sunshine in my love. Love is Forever!

Happiness From the Pursuit

My Angel, we know what feels good and we know what feels right. Only we know the truth when quietly looking inside of ourselves. Only we know what we are looking for. This understanding is important if we are to ever successfully employ the power of faith

What makes us happy? Do we feel we are entitled to be happy? Everyone deserves happiness. Life is an experience that we go through to learn from and to teach as a collective. Happiness is an existence in which we connect with as a positive state of being. We should all be happy, we should all demand happiness from life. Life is the pursuit of happiness. But we must pursue it in accordance to what our heart feels. You alone know what you feel. You alone know what makes you happy. We can not expect others to fill a void within us, if we do not know what it is that needs to be filled. If so then both become blind leading the blind and misery is inevitable. Be happy for yourself, then others will and must be happy for you. Do not worry yourself with how others may deal with their problems, you must deal with your own first and foremost so that you can help them deal with theirs. We can say this does not feel right inside, but it is all just that... a feeling. How one interprets this feeling is of their own will and state of mind. But we do not want our minds to lead us, we need our hearts to do that. Our hearts try to constantly deliver us from suffering and find a path to happiness. Happiness is simple, it is not at the store, it is not in the bank, it is true and complete priceless love.


Faith is based on certainty. We look for the signs in our life, those details which only we recognize and relate to. We take these icons and form our system to guide us in truth. We must not fear what life throws us, since fear is an inhibitor to liberation of the self. Liberation of the self is freedom. We must desire to be free from the bondage that holds us down, free from the bondage of accepting ourselves, free from the bondage that limits our potential. Faith is believing. Believing is telling our self over and over gain, a repetitive thought that makes our complete body and mind vibrate to an existence that we no longer retain doubt and fear failure. Faith is the only remedy to any successful love, relationship, business etc. One must have a constant burning desire to see themselves through life utilizing the power of faith.

Our thoughts are tiny electronic pulse that travel at the speed of light. These thoughts contain a charge as that of electrons or magnetic poles. The thoughts we keep inside will attract similar thoughts of the same nature. We must keep a focus, positive mental state of faith if we are to see ourselves down the path of life. See happiness, have faith in it and it will be. See life as you see fit, have faith in it and it will be. You have the power to will your self into a strong belief of faith and to overcome any obstacles and succeed any impossible.

Always loving your soul my Angel, for all of eternity. Please maintain and do not lose faith in our love. You must not be swayed, you must know what you want, you must follow your heart, you must live truth and you must be happy by having faith and living your dreams as you see life in your own happy view.. . LIFE CAN BE EXACTLY WHAT YOU VISUALIZE WITH FAITH!

I am always with you in love and soul!

Magic...

My Angel I will forever remind you of my innermost feelings for you. I never want you to lose site of hope, faith, love and happiness. I find you to be a rare true gem and in me you find the same. The universe is unfolding a grand destiny before us. Stars are aligning in our solar system as you read this. This galactic alignment is not a once in a lifetime event, but a once in a silver millennia. There is power flowing through us both and that power is love. Love is the only power, the only magic and you and I will cultivate it for an even higher godly cause and be an instrument of faith and hope.


As I speak the poles of the earth are beginning to shift their magnetic force. You and I are harnessing the power of love to pull us through life's negotiations and fulfilling a void of true happiness. We are awakening to accept a hidden truth that there is that special someone out there for each individual if they are open to see it and accept it. Baby I know it's you. You know it's me. Yes there were risk that had to be taken and hurdles that had to be jumped. But somehow we took it with a leap of faith because you and I, living to the law according to our hearts and not our minds know the deepest truth about how we feel about each other and the value of love. We are committed, we know we can not let go, we know the magic we have experienced, we witness our feelings growing stronger, we lived and learned to prepare to love each other in perfection. Perfect in emotions, perfect in understanding, perfect in feelings and perfect in love. I wish that people maintain hope and faith in magic and the perfection of self to love and hold on to love. Gnite My Angel

I am in WOW

I am kind of lost for words my Angel. Can you believe that? After spending so many hours talking to you last night, You once again deepen my spirits and moved me immensely. There is no doubt about us. We are a destiny. My Angel you are my rock. We are one. We feel for one another in an everlasting way, a burning way. I thank you for opening up to me. I thank you for believing in me. I could ask nothing more from life and god. Your sweet words extract passion from the debt of my soul.

I feel like I may be rambling on. You have touched me so. My inner being feels as if it has been busted open with the jaws of life. I am exposed! You have a VIP lifetime diamond exclusive contract for my love. My gentle Angel, I must be with you at any cost. It is becoming difficult to be away from you. Yes, the weather is great where you are. I really can do anything from anywhere. It is a must that I can wake up next to you. I have to take care of you. I need to tuck you in and have you fall asleep in my arms every night. I need for you to wake up everyday with god's smile shining on you. BABY I WILL RESCUE YOU!

I am raging. I need to act fast and furiously for the love of you then I must slow down the hands of time to breath in moments of unison with you. We have a need to be, an obligation to do the right thing for our souls. We will be eternal happiness. I want to say vows to you. I want to make contracts of love with you. Notarize my heart my angel, I am a testament and will and proof of higher love. I give you a love of perfection. I wish not to be human with you. I wish to be inhuman with you and love you like an immortal god. I give you a love that will spark legends, myths and fairytale stories of hope and inspiration and folklore for many generations to come. We are the impossible my Angel. We have done it. We have taken a leap in faith for what we feel in our souls. It is the right thing. I am blind around me. I am love within you. You are my work. You are my reward. My Angel I am permanently with you. I am in your orbit and your feelings and love is the gravity that maintains me. I am in wow!

I Thank You

There is nothing better than your love. I am and always will be there to caress your thoughts and comfort your emotions. You are a gentle soul and I would never judge you my Angel. I fully and completely accept you and desire you for better or for worse, I will take care of you and safely guide you through this stormy transition. Days will be brighter, cause you will learn to command the brightness, Pleasure will be fulfilled, cause you will know what true pleasure is. Happiness will be in everything you see, because you see evrything happy. Focus, then let go my Angel, imagine how you want it all to unfold. I am listening to your heart closely as it echoes your soul's lament. I sing with it in harmony, we are a duet of love. My Angel my heart is settling, my soul is at ease. I am bonding with you ever so deeply. I feel you so near, I see only you. I want to love you in so many ways, in so many lands, for so many times to come. My Angel my heart is yours, I offer you my entire soul. I thanks you for your love. I thank you for time and long talks with plenty laughs. I miss you. I thank you for thinking of me. I thank you for telling me you love me. I thank you for sending me photos of your pretty face. I thank you for allowing me to grace your body with a gentle loving touch, I thank you for permitting me to be the only one that shares your gift of love that you ofter to me . I am humble to you my love, with a pharoah's respect. Have a wonderful, day the way you see fit!

Wake up

Baby, I woke up today beautifully in love, feel me Angel , my sensitive spirit longs for you. I am so complete with you, everything makes so much sense.

Read My Mind

I wake up early desperately to breath you and love you, The sun shines through my window and kisses me with love that reminds me of my everlasting sentiments for you. I want to burn for you for billions of aeon's to come. Yes, I too am scared, shaking nervously inside. I wish you can read my mind, my heart is building up with love that is equivalents to a volcanoes combustible pressure. Lava of love is constantly oozing out from within me with a serious heat that scorches. It burns me from my feet, rising up my legs, it singes my spine as it travels through my chest. My throat becomes dry as I feel the heat finally racing across my tongue transmuting verses of passion.
Open me up my Angel, take a look inside and tour the depths of my soul. There is a temple inside me, an inner shrine faithfully dedicated to every atom of you and every breathe that you inhale and exhale. From the alpha to the omega my love contains within it all the wisdom of the ancients to support behold you and cuddle you. Inside you will find a haven for your heart, soft gentle music to fill you, scribes of the gods to enlighten you, a force to lift you up. If you can read my mind you will be doubtless, serenity will encompass you.
When you look at the moon at night it is reflecting my love for you, for I am a child of the moon. It now watches over you. When I look up in the night sky it reminds me of our drive down I-15 when I was in heaven just being with you and seeing all the stars glistening and dancing in the nights horizon. I was completely overwhelmed with emotions, for everything I ever wanted to do or experience in life or dreams, begins with a shotgun ride in your chariot of your love. Your spirit is the only one to take me there. I
f you could read my mind, you will know I lived a life of grace and truth amongst all the torment and chaos of this lost world. If you could read my mind you would know that I was with out answers on love, I was beginning to feel that I confused myself all my life, that I conjured up this image of falsity in which I wanted so dearly to embrace...and then I found you! If you could read my mind you will know that my love is a powerful tonic and only a few drops are necessary bliss for you to survive in. If you could read my mind you will know how much I am refraining from speaking, touching, caressing you when I already am drowning you in so much tenderness, yes if you could read my mind you would know I am on the verge of spontaneous combustion cause I just can't hold it in.
If you could read my mind you will know that every cell in my body is happy loving you. If you can read my mind you will know that you are already forgiven a thousand times, you can do no wrong, and I won't ever wrong you or chance that. I f you can read my mind you would know that I am aware that you are a once in a lifetime love. Since I lived my life for nearly four scores, I know what you are to me, I want you to know what I am to you. I want to be the gentle breeze that lifts my Angels wings. Baby take 10 minutes quietly a day to read my mind! {I will settle for 5 at this point :-( }

At Home With Hope

There has never been a better feeling, my dear to wake up and feel you in my heart no matter where you may be or myself. I have never felt a better sense of security, at homeness, peace or tranquility knowing I will be living a focus life, living each day to attain our goal and make the impossible happen. There is always sunshine after the weather of a bad storm, I feel the storm is over and can actually feel the radiant light from the sky warming my body. Baby I recall momentarily when we breathed together : in-hold it-out-hold it and again. It was a soulful feeling of togetherness, it was not sex, It was you and I exchanging the breath of life in comfort of one another. My Angel we need to acknowledge everyday to the dept of heaven that we are thankful for the uniting of our to lost spirits into one. I thank you for empowering me with undying and unconditional faith. I love you for very word, breath, touch, kiss, hug, meal, shower, dance, lovemaking, look, caress, massage, and fun that you shared with me. I love you so much and feel that I already have so many memories of you as if you have always been there. You make me feel super young in spirit and childish in heart, and mature in loving. Can't wait to the next time we race down a long hotel corridor like kids in an amusement park. Love is forever my angel and I love you a thousand times more than that and you know it! Have a blessed day my angel, I am with you til no end!






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Lift Me Up

My Angel now you are making me soar. You have lifted the shadows of doubt that were casted over me. Not only do you brighten the smile on my face, you even shed your pure light unto me like a candle of hope in a labyrinth of despair. You lift me up with encouragement and wisdom. You push me to be! You raise my spirit to carry forth with strictest discipline to focus. You are what I need. You are my Angel, you are rescuing me and I shall therefor be able to rescue you. I won't and can not ask much from you cause you are everything and all. My dear I want to see you to touch your face and look into your soft eyes. My angel I want to lift you up in my arms and carry you. I want you to be my side through all eternity. I want you by my side in the next life, and the life after that and after that life. When you can no longer carry your own breath, I shall carry your ashes til days on end. I shall carry a torch to represent our eternal devotion. I listen to your sweet voice utter to me words of gold. I can not express in words or any form of art how thankful I am for your love. I cherish you. I worship you. I am forever in love with you. I thank you for and continuing to lift me up. I shall get some rest now. May I see you in my dream and make soft tender love to your kind spirit.