Its What You Think...

My dearest Angel we are what we think. Keep your thoughts focused and pleasant. Keep your mind strong. Your soldier is at war and will be there soon to rescue you. I must importantly say, angel to keep u strong, understand that alcohol is a drug that is classified as a depressant. Do lot let people trick you into drinking. Now I demand your cooperation and strength for your own inner love. Do not drink no more, no excuses. It does u no good. It has only been hurting u. Rise above common people you are not a human, you are a graceful gentle spirit, an angel. Think above the average. Yes you are a monkey, but what monkey see, monkey does not have to do. There is strength in virtue.

We do not need to walk in a path of inner moral corruption. We do have a light inside us to follow. I am loving you. You are my heart. You should be filled with faith in love, and not with worries, concerns and fears.

Do you know what it feels like to walk into a temple or church. Do you recall that feeling inside. You can always have that feeling inside you if you want it to. Any thing other than positive thoughts and emotions can remove bricks from the foundation of your love within. Be aware when these thoughts come to your mind and shake them away fast. Do not let them simmer brewing storms of doubt and fear within you.

My angel you are strong but you must believe that you are strong first. My angel your love is unique, your heart is pure and you are special, but you must believe that first. We have been through major test only to prove that love conquers all. That faith is the only antidote when we cannot find the answers to cure the troubles of life and within ourselves.

You consume my heart to much for me ever to experience loneliness. Yes I miss you incredibly. My every thought and action is in faith of our love and desire to be together with you as fast and immediate as possible. Think love and feel love, think lonely and feel lonely, think strong then be strong, think sex then be sex. We are what we think. Do not allow to be enslaved by thoughts that are not of a positive nature. Let magic fill you, not daily urges. you think you are the nature of your being because that is what you believe you are, do not believe that. Believe in what you know can better you, empower you strengthen you. It takes effort like all champion spirits. You have the ability to be better by commanding yourself to do so.

Look into the mirror and see that angel of you, tell her you love her, tell her she is strong not weak, tell her she is virtue, tell her she is love, tell her she is unlike others, tell her she is strength, tell her no she is not weak, tell her no she is not pressured, tell her there is magic, tell her there is hope, tell her there is faith, tell her there is god inside her soul. Tell her that you have been watching her all your life and you know who she is inside. BE THAT ANGEL!

The Need of You...

I need to be with you, so i can comfort you with the most incredible joy. I need to be with you, cause my feelings for you have become even stronger that I can't bare not to be by your side. I need to be with you, close to you,next to you, cause you have become my air and the distance from you is suffocating me. I need to be next to you, cause I long to touch and caress your soft skin, I long to hold you next to me.

I yearn to be inside you so you can wrap yourself around me. I beg to be inside you cause it is becoming insane to be outside you. I yearn to be inside you and in between you so firmly. I yearn to be inside you so my body can heat up and my sweat to drench you. I yearn to be inside you, for there is no closer way to heaven than through the love of you and that's why you are my Angel.

I want to love you always, cause you are a princess and it is my destiny as a valiant knight to save you. I want to love you always happily ever after cause that is how fairy tales end.I want to love you always to see you down this path of life and magic and make your wishes come true. I want to love you always cause you deserve and need the powerful love of a god to provide you with faith and strength. I want to love you always cause I need the grace and love of a gentle creature like you to sooth me forever and only you have that kind of power.

My angel my love grows and grows, we are bonded and bonded, i constantly have you on my mind and it is so beautiful. This feeling will never change and only in time will you see that. You mean so much to me that you can ever imagine. but at least I know for always you will remain to be the happiest, completely fulfilled being ever to walk this earth or be mention in any novel. You are love, and I know you are. That is all I need for always. I need to be with you.

I am in WOW

I am kind of lost for words my Angel. Can you believe that? After spending so many hours talking to you last night, You once again deepen my spirits and moved me immensely. There is no doubt about us. We are a destiny. My Angel you are my rock. We are one. We feel for one another in an everlasting way, a burning way. I thank you for opening up to me. I thank you for believing in me. I could ask nothing more from life and god. Your sweet words extract passion from the debt of my soul.

I feel like I may be rambling on. You have touched me so. My inner being feels as if it has been busted open with the jaws of life. I am exposed! You have a VIP lifetime diamond exclusive contract for my love. My gentle Angel, I must be with you at any cost. It is becoming difficult to be away from you. Yes, the weather is great where you are. I really can do anything from anywhere. It is a must that I can wake up next to you. I have to take care of you. I need to tuck you in and have you fall asleep in my arms every night. I need for you to wake up everyday with god's smile shining on you. BABY I WILL RESCUE YOU!

I am raging. I need to act fast and furiously for the love of you then I must slow down the hands of time to breath in moments of unison with you. We have a need to be, an obligation to do the right thing for our souls. We will be eternal happiness. I want to say vows to you. I want to make contracts of love with you. Notarize my heart my angel, I am a testament and will and proof of higher love. I give you a love of perfection. I wish not to be human with you. I wish to be inhuman with you and love you like an immortal god. I give you a love that will spark legends, myths and fairytale stories of hope and inspiration and folklore for many generations to come. We are the impossible my Angel. We have done it. We have taken a leap in faith for what we feel in our souls. It is the right thing. I am blind around me. I am love within you. You are my work. You are my reward. My Angel I am permanently with you. I am in your orbit and your feelings and love is the gravity that maintains me. I am in wow!

Because of You

I feel serene. I felt my spirit calling me all week. I definitely will head the call. For it was this sensation that lead my heart in which I followed to my Angel. That sense of sureness and inevitability that everything will be done as it is willed to be done. My angel you touched my sensitive side and I have been feeling you ever so strongly all these days. Now with the security of your love for me, I have replenished my strength, acknowledge the calmness with in and I am ready to resume my work. I know strength, I am strength. I summon all my strength within to support our love. I miss you so much my love. I am overflowing inside with that loving peace from days ago. It still resides around me like an aura.

I am there for you my Angel with such devotion. I know It is possible to love someone so deeply as I love you now you will know. It is real in so many ways and in so many ways it is unreal. It is a precious feeling. I have the feeling as if I am on the altar at the moment and I am about to read my vows. There is this feeling of knowing this is it. Like the moment has arrived, look no more, doubt no more, be forever sure. That every step in my life was with purpose and that purpose is you. Because of you I have regained belief in true love. Because of you I am in touch with my inner passion. Because of you I will do anything. Because of you I can will a great future. Because I believe in you I believe in love, because I believe in love I can do greatness.

We are the love of god, and I am humble and thankful. There are so many lonely people, but we will be an instrument of faith in love together. We will reawaken peoples heart to their true inner selves. Everyone will see hope and happiness for our well being. No one can discredit our magic, our kisses, our touch, our happiness or our tears. Will try to keep the tears to a few. Only tears of extreme happiness. I want to make sure we are both smiling deep in our souls. We both know we are both right about how we feel about each other like never before. That is all that matters. Have a blessed day my love. I love you always til there is no more.

So Amazing

My Angel it is so amazing to wake up with this blessed feeling having you in my heart. I just want to know you and nothing else. I can study all the books and ancient texts on inner love and spiritual cultivation, but nothing compares to this magic I feel in my heart for you. I can live this magic, touch it and feel it radiate through me. I am thankful for all the days in my life that lead to the moment of coming into your grace. I feel as if I finally returned home after a long toiling battle. I am serene, I am at peace, I feel really good, all parts of my body is smiling. I feel that I have been kissed by an Angel. Even Jesus Christ had his Mary of Magdalene by his side, she was probably the power of the love he had to perform all those miracles. That is how you make me feel. That the power of the holy spirit has blessed me and I can perform great miracles. I am joyous, I am triumphant. I have found the secret to life and that is the love for you! It is so amazing.

Blinded by You

Baby I am blind, but I wish not to see cause all I see is you. Baby I am blind there is nothing in my line of sight just a bright light of you. Baby I can not see cause every where I look you are standing there smiling at me baby I am blind cause you you are the only truth I want to know

Baby I can't think, cause thoughts of you consume me, My angel I can't think cause nothing makes sense but you. Baby my thought are gone, all I have is memories of you. Baby I can't think I'm entranced by the love of you.

my angel i'm in love, cause this feeling is something new, my angel I'm in love cause the air I breath is you, my angel love me back, I want to be a person of truth, I love you my angel in your arms I want to die with you.

Read My Mind

I wake up early desperately to breath you and love you, The sun shines through my window and kisses me with love that reminds me of my everlasting sentiments for you. I want to burn for you for billions of aeon's to come. Yes, I too am scared, shaking nervously inside. I wish you can read my mind, my heart is building up with love that is equivalents to a volcanoes combustible pressure. Lava of love is constantly oozing out from within me with a serious heat that scorches. It burns me from my feet, rising up my legs, it singes my spine as it travels through my chest. My throat becomes dry as I feel the heat finally racing across my tongue transmuting verses of passion.
Open me up my Angel, take a look inside and tour the depths of my soul. There is a temple inside me, an inner shrine faithfully dedicated to every atom of you and every breathe that you inhale and exhale. From the alpha to the omega my love contains within it all the wisdom of the ancients to support behold you and cuddle you. Inside you will find a haven for your heart, soft gentle music to fill you, scribes of the gods to enlighten you, a force to lift you up. If you can read my mind you will be doubtless, serenity will encompass you.
When you look at the moon at night it is reflecting my love for you, for I am a child of the moon. It now watches over you. When I look up in the night sky it reminds me of our drive down I-15 when I was in heaven just being with you and seeing all the stars glistening and dancing in the nights horizon. I was completely overwhelmed with emotions, for everything I ever wanted to do or experience in life or dreams, begins with a shotgun ride in your chariot of your love. Your spirit is the only one to take me there. I
f you could read my mind, you will know I lived a life of grace and truth amongst all the torment and chaos of this lost world. If you could read my mind you would know that I was with out answers on love, I was beginning to feel that I confused myself all my life, that I conjured up this image of falsity in which I wanted so dearly to embrace...and then I found you! If you could read my mind you will know that my love is a powerful tonic and only a few drops are necessary bliss for you to survive in. If you could read my mind you will know how much I am refraining from speaking, touching, caressing you when I already am drowning you in so much tenderness, yes if you could read my mind you would know I am on the verge of spontaneous combustion cause I just can't hold it in.
If you could read my mind you will know that every cell in my body is happy loving you. If you can read my mind you will know that you are already forgiven a thousand times, you can do no wrong, and I won't ever wrong you or chance that. I f you can read my mind you would know that I am aware that you are a once in a lifetime love. Since I lived my life for nearly four scores, I know what you are to me, I want you to know what I am to you. I want to be the gentle breeze that lifts my Angels wings. Baby take 10 minutes quietly a day to read my mind! {I will settle for 5 at this point :-( }

Don't Put Me in a Box

I must regain composure my Angel. I seriously need to her words from you that are reassuring and deeply soothing. I want your love. I beg your understanding and implore you to have faith. Your spirit is the fire that I currently live on and it must not smolder. You are the air that oxygenate my flames so that they burn forever brightly. I wish not to think that my wildfires are being place in containment, for that would not cleanse the old and permit dry land to yield rebirth for new sprouts. It will not allow for changes and transformation to shape a new landscape. It would not allow the returning to the earth from which it came to encourage the cycle of life. A box, encourages limitation on germination and growth. A box would not allow the radiant light of the life giving sun to shine upon the young nestling seedlings unaware of the impending short fate that their lifeline has ceased to provide. I have walk those acres of lands from old. I even hid in the brush thinking I would be safe from the dangers. I realized that I can not defeat the fire as it became a symbol of light. It became the icon of free will, warmth and faith in the human kind. I burn with the fire, I am the fires passion, I carry that flame within my heart to enlighten life as once Prometheus did. I can not be chained to a rock for vulchers to pick at me for all eternity. For we all need the flame, for its light, warmth, fuel, energy, and ability to forge hardness into softness. I burn. I constantly burn with desire. I know how to forge beauty from the heat. I embrace it, it is my temper, it is my love, it is my faith it is the way I care. I am a fire walker, my love. I am not a small flame as in a Bunsen burner from a lab, but a great fire with the spirit of the sun. See my immortal light my angel, feel my warmth my angel, burn with me in trueness and Do Not Put Me In a Box. Do you feel me?

Strength in My Love

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My Angel please remain fulfilled in my love. You must always believe in me. I called upon you, I prayed for you, I synapse with you, and summoned you to be one with my heart and devoted to you for endless days. I have spent hours among hours, days among days and years among years waiting for us to be. We are a product of a grand alignment of the brightest stars the heavens can hold. I am to make you a witness of everlasting love to guide you on the remainder of this earthly journey into a realm of spiritual enlightenment that only mates of souls can provide as guides. We are not by accident nor chance. We are etched from the days of passion that formed this earth. You are godsend my angel. I am your star gate to dimensions new and old to fulfill you with the truth of truths for you to know thyself. Do not be lost my dear for I am your light. Do not feel cold my angel for I am your warm body, Do not feel arid for I am your moist. I need to see you soon, to make love to you my dear. I need for you to be reunited with the primordial energy within my core so you become reacquainted with home. I am at war for us my love and I shall return to embrace your gentle frame and lead you into a silence dance as I caress your thoughts and deepest emotions. Breath me in my dear just for 10 minutes. See me in the light of your mind. Keep me there and hold me pushing my energy deeper down to the base of your spine. Release the breathe of me with a smile that radiates to all the cells in your body. Feel me filling you up my love. Feel my breath on you, feel my heat on you, feel my strength on you my Angel. I know who you are. You are my only true love to ever exist for me. No other before you had privy to the depth of my soul. I offer you the only gift I know that will make you complete. I give you the undoubted gift of my love. Accept this gift, do not challenge it. Do not chase any mockingbirds that will make you miss the call of destiny. You are my forever love!




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You Confuse Me Deeply

My baby, how could you confuse me knowing my inner true self. You are me and I am you. Love happens at strange and inconvenient times. I shared detailed loving moments with you. Now you act like we didn't laugh nothing, like we didnt sing nothing, like we didnt play nothing, like we didn't cry nothing, like we didnt love nothing, like we didnt sleep nothing, like we didnt smile nothing, like we didnt shower nothing, like we didnt eat nothing, like we didnt do nothing. Like we didnt hold nothing, like we didnt touch nothing, like we didnt feel nothing, like we didnt say nothing. I have prayed for you and meditated on you. I have commanded the universe to send you to me. I wanted nothing more than to worship you, pamper you, caress you, kiss you, bath you, manicure you, massage you, touch you. The gates of heaven opened when I was prepared to receive and there you were delivered to me. Against all odds I took a chance to show you my deepest devotion. In the early morning when I look into myself I also look into you. I breathe for you, my burning desire. My Angel I needed you.