Its What You Think...

My dearest Angel we are what we think. Keep your thoughts focused and pleasant. Keep your mind strong. Your soldier is at war and will be there soon to rescue you. I must importantly say, angel to keep u strong, understand that alcohol is a drug that is classified as a depressant. Do lot let people trick you into drinking. Now I demand your cooperation and strength for your own inner love. Do not drink no more, no excuses. It does u no good. It has only been hurting u. Rise above common people you are not a human, you are a graceful gentle spirit, an angel. Think above the average. Yes you are a monkey, but what monkey see, monkey does not have to do. There is strength in virtue.

We do not need to walk in a path of inner moral corruption. We do have a light inside us to follow. I am loving you. You are my heart. You should be filled with faith in love, and not with worries, concerns and fears.

Do you know what it feels like to walk into a temple or church. Do you recall that feeling inside. You can always have that feeling inside you if you want it to. Any thing other than positive thoughts and emotions can remove bricks from the foundation of your love within. Be aware when these thoughts come to your mind and shake them away fast. Do not let them simmer brewing storms of doubt and fear within you.

My angel you are strong but you must believe that you are strong first. My angel your love is unique, your heart is pure and you are special, but you must believe that first. We have been through major test only to prove that love conquers all. That faith is the only antidote when we cannot find the answers to cure the troubles of life and within ourselves.

You consume my heart to much for me ever to experience loneliness. Yes I miss you incredibly. My every thought and action is in faith of our love and desire to be together with you as fast and immediate as possible. Think love and feel love, think lonely and feel lonely, think strong then be strong, think sex then be sex. We are what we think. Do not allow to be enslaved by thoughts that are not of a positive nature. Let magic fill you, not daily urges. you think you are the nature of your being because that is what you believe you are, do not believe that. Believe in what you know can better you, empower you strengthen you. It takes effort like all champion spirits. You have the ability to be better by commanding yourself to do so.

Look into the mirror and see that angel of you, tell her you love her, tell her she is strong not weak, tell her she is virtue, tell her she is love, tell her she is unlike others, tell her she is strength, tell her no she is not weak, tell her no she is not pressured, tell her there is magic, tell her there is hope, tell her there is faith, tell her there is god inside her soul. Tell her that you have been watching her all your life and you know who she is inside. BE THAT ANGEL!

Happiness From the Pursuit

My Angel, we know what feels good and we know what feels right. Only we know the truth when quietly looking inside of ourselves. Only we know what we are looking for. This understanding is important if we are to ever successfully employ the power of faith

What makes us happy? Do we feel we are entitled to be happy? Everyone deserves happiness. Life is an experience that we go through to learn from and to teach as a collective. Happiness is an existence in which we connect with as a positive state of being. We should all be happy, we should all demand happiness from life. Life is the pursuit of happiness. But we must pursue it in accordance to what our heart feels. You alone know what you feel. You alone know what makes you happy. We can not expect others to fill a void within us, if we do not know what it is that needs to be filled. If so then both become blind leading the blind and misery is inevitable. Be happy for yourself, then others will and must be happy for you. Do not worry yourself with how others may deal with their problems, you must deal with your own first and foremost so that you can help them deal with theirs. We can say this does not feel right inside, but it is all just that... a feeling. How one interprets this feeling is of their own will and state of mind. But we do not want our minds to lead us, we need our hearts to do that. Our hearts try to constantly deliver us from suffering and find a path to happiness. Happiness is simple, it is not at the store, it is not in the bank, it is true and complete priceless love.


Faith is based on certainty. We look for the signs in our life, those details which only we recognize and relate to. We take these icons and form our system to guide us in truth. We must not fear what life throws us, since fear is an inhibitor to liberation of the self. Liberation of the self is freedom. We must desire to be free from the bondage that holds us down, free from the bondage of accepting ourselves, free from the bondage that limits our potential. Faith is believing. Believing is telling our self over and over gain, a repetitive thought that makes our complete body and mind vibrate to an existence that we no longer retain doubt and fear failure. Faith is the only remedy to any successful love, relationship, business etc. One must have a constant burning desire to see themselves through life utilizing the power of faith.

Our thoughts are tiny electronic pulse that travel at the speed of light. These thoughts contain a charge as that of electrons or magnetic poles. The thoughts we keep inside will attract similar thoughts of the same nature. We must keep a focus, positive mental state of faith if we are to see ourselves down the path of life. See happiness, have faith in it and it will be. See life as you see fit, have faith in it and it will be. You have the power to will your self into a strong belief of faith and to overcome any obstacles and succeed any impossible.

Always loving your soul my Angel, for all of eternity. Please maintain and do not lose faith in our love. You must not be swayed, you must know what you want, you must follow your heart, you must live truth and you must be happy by having faith and living your dreams as you see life in your own happy view.. . LIFE CAN BE EXACTLY WHAT YOU VISUALIZE WITH FAITH!

I am always with you in love and soul!

You Own Me

My Angel, do you know I belong to you.

Do you know I have now been given a value because you love me.

Do you know that you own me.


It is that I am your property to do with at will

It is that my deepest thoughts, desires and feeling are yours

Do you know that you own me


I am yours for the taking

for the sensuous love making

to pamper you and please cause of your love for me

Do you know that you own me


Baby I am yours

inside my soul take a tour

you are my heaven's hope and I could pray for no more

Do you know that you own me


I wish only a life of truth

To transcend our souls to heights so new

Other dimensions in time

Forever to serve you

Do you know that you own me


You own my heart and soul my Angel, I am yours til lives ever after.

I'm So Open

Your my Angel a blessing from the sky
A prayer answered of mine
and I would love you through for all times

You move me and my heart you make it sooth
So much truth there is in you
take me there a peaceful place with you


I'm so open
sometimes it may confuse
but you will know that I love you
I may be emotional, but I got to let you know
I'm so open
you make me feel i can bear my soul,
you had me at hello
let me say you are my world and you can say ditto


you see girl, you got me out of control
only god and heaven knows
the magic that smiles on my face
is divine presence of you

you are my hope
that keeps my faith inside
a sacrament to life
the shining star i follow in the night


I'm so open
sometimes it may confuse
but you will know that I love you
I may be emotional, but I got to let you know
I'm so open
you make me feel i can bear my soul,
you had me at hello
let me say you are my world and you can say ditto

Don't Put Me in a Box

I must regain composure my Angel. I seriously need to her words from you that are reassuring and deeply soothing. I want your love. I beg your understanding and implore you to have faith. Your spirit is the fire that I currently live on and it must not smolder. You are the air that oxygenate my flames so that they burn forever brightly. I wish not to think that my wildfires are being place in containment, for that would not cleanse the old and permit dry land to yield rebirth for new sprouts. It will not allow for changes and transformation to shape a new landscape. It would not allow the returning to the earth from which it came to encourage the cycle of life. A box, encourages limitation on germination and growth. A box would not allow the radiant light of the life giving sun to shine upon the young nestling seedlings unaware of the impending short fate that their lifeline has ceased to provide. I have walk those acres of lands from old. I even hid in the brush thinking I would be safe from the dangers. I realized that I can not defeat the fire as it became a symbol of light. It became the icon of free will, warmth and faith in the human kind. I burn with the fire, I am the fires passion, I carry that flame within my heart to enlighten life as once Prometheus did. I can not be chained to a rock for vulchers to pick at me for all eternity. For we all need the flame, for its light, warmth, fuel, energy, and ability to forge hardness into softness. I burn. I constantly burn with desire. I know how to forge beauty from the heat. I embrace it, it is my temper, it is my love, it is my faith it is the way I care. I am a fire walker, my love. I am not a small flame as in a Bunsen burner from a lab, but a great fire with the spirit of the sun. See my immortal light my angel, feel my warmth my angel, burn with me in trueness and Do Not Put Me In a Box. Do you feel me?

Who am I

I sit alone thinking about life. I look back and thought about how I always encourage faith, hope and love in everyone. I remember a hungry homeless man asking me for a dollar for a something to eat cause he was hungry. As always I interview the intention of those whether he needed it for alcohol or drugs. I am not a rich man but I learned from my mother to live a life of Christ so my heart has more treasures than all the Pharaohs tombs of Egypt combine. The homeless man assured me he was hungry. I only had 20 dollars at that time cause I was struggling. But I realized how better off I was than he. I took that man to the Boston Market chicken place on queens blvd in Sunnyside and told him to order anything and everything that he can possible eat to fill himself up... He looked at me as if he was having lunch with Jesus and thankful for the human spirit. I looked at him as if he was Jesus knocking on the three doors when no one answered. I had faith that god was watching me knowing my heart. I had faith that this man would not lose hope in himself or others. If I had a million dollars I would teach people how to believe in the impossible, if I had 2 million dollars I would rescue my angel to live a godlike life thankful everyday for the angels that watch over me... I had lived a life believing in others when they could not see it for themselves. I lived a life that was a lie, doing the opposite of others, walking my own path, pouring my heart into others only to be drained of my last essence. What is there left to believe in when there is no love? why do I love unconditionally when others love back only with conditions? Why do I put myself through this torture? What is that I believe in so much that others do not? Why do those take my gift of love in vain not feeling my soul but only feeling my flesh? I am not meant to live in this world. I am from another planet or dimension. I do not belong here. My angel, I had always been preparing the way for you. I accept you, I believe in you, I love you. No one should have my heart. No one should have that emotion I once identified as love. Love is just a different degree of hate, one of the same thing. So when I thought I loved myself I guess I was truly hating myself. I was hating myslef, I was hating myself for feeling this emotion of love in which I can not control. My heart is just a hollow muscle that now pumps cold blood through my veins and nothing more, so I will no longer listen to it, I will no longer follow it, I will no longer believe in it... I am here in this world just for the experience to take back to the collective. When the universe contracts back to a singularity I guess I will be revealed the truth. So I live now cursed like a vampire roaming the land alone with his love. I live now like an fallen angel of god cast out of the garden. I am that I am, I am Satan.


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Love Lost

Can not a man be reborn, can he not be rebuilt from the ground up in the name of love. Can he not feel to live a truth with one and to one til his last breath. Can he not feel that he can fly between the clouds and can make miracles in the name of love. Can he not find a truth that he can be truthful with. Yes I a man will do anything for your love. Including taking care of your kids and the father of your kids to instill the happiness of his Angel. But only if it comes from the heart. Only if he feels that love that gives him that burning desire to make mountains out of mole hills. Do not disenchant this man, for he will turn the power of love into a furry creating abyss from peaks, with his heart locked in a dark cavern with out the spirit of love to lift him up. For there is no force stronger than love and without it a man is weak to do anything. A man may put a price on the Angel he loves, but this price is not a price of personal purchase but unselfish devotion, for money can't buy love. If the spirit of his angel's love is not there for him, no miracles can be made. He lives for your love and believes in the impossible for your love. You can not command him to do so in vein. You must love him to the point that he soars on angels wings. That loving man has a value too, and he auctions it to you