I'm So Open

Your my Angel a blessing from the sky
A prayer answered of mine
and I would love you through for all times

You move me and my heart you make it sooth
So much truth there is in you
take me there a peaceful place with you


I'm so open
sometimes it may confuse
but you will know that I love you
I may be emotional, but I got to let you know
I'm so open
you make me feel i can bear my soul,
you had me at hello
let me say you are my world and you can say ditto


you see girl, you got me out of control
only god and heaven knows
the magic that smiles on my face
is divine presence of you

you are my hope
that keeps my faith inside
a sacrament to life
the shining star i follow in the night


I'm so open
sometimes it may confuse
but you will know that I love you
I may be emotional, but I got to let you know
I'm so open
you make me feel i can bear my soul,
you had me at hello
let me say you are my world and you can say ditto

I am That... I am

My love is special, my love is forever. That's what I want you know of me. My love is intense, my love is overbearing but that is what I have for you. My love can be smothering my love may be jealous but that's the love I have for you. My love is uplifting my love is sensitive, but that is the love I have for you. My love is focused, my love is eternal. that is the love I have for you. My love is unconditional my love is patient, that is the love I have for you. My love is happiness and full of faith, that is the love I have for you. My love is gentle my love is earth moving, but that is the love I have for you. My love is long distance like a soldier when I rather be there to protect you, but that is the love I have for you.

Baby I told you I live a life unlike others. I told told you I have a faith and believe unlike others, I told you I have had miracles and experiences unlike others. Yes It seems have been tarnished with words of malice. Yes I rather the energy to flow between us uninhibited. That is said and done, nothing I can do about it, but remain with my faith in myself and hope that faith is felt in you. So forgive me if I filter the sound of unfaith from your lips for you not know what you do. However I do understand it. That is a old world for me, my faith can not be shaken, my truth can not be broken. I must live as I live and do as I do. Its means everything to be with you and I will do anything by all means necessary for that regardless of how you feel of the methodology. I must utilize what I have been given to do the job I set out for. Yes I know I deeply love you, and there is much I need to do to prove that always. But there is also a love for myself and facts that I know and live by. I have been a changed man already. I do not need to change in to anything more. Release those old concepts, cause I wish you not to be haunted by it or succumb to it's fear. You must also see the good in me, then just speaking of things of not so good thoughts. Be not afraid. What you are hearing from me now is my fears releasing from within. I had a fearful 1st week away from you since I let intangible thoughts and emotions get the best of me. I know where my heart is at and it is for you. I want to synchronize with you as much as possible. Truthfully I have always had plans, and my plans have always been in the works. To push them up in such a way has set me slightly ajar. I have faith that all will be well. I have no apprehensions of you that I will let bother me. Yet I will not take a fall either. So now that you know what a man I was, it is time to focus those thoughts into what kind of man you see, cause I am that I am.

Do you feel Me.

See me for my beauty and not through the eyes of someone elses despair.

Quiet/Apologize

Why do I feel so quiet?
I woke up this morning feeling sensitive and kiss by the spirit.

Why does it seem my words are few?
the expression of my soul is too much to bare.

Why is my tongue silent?
my words can build worlds or destroy them

Why don't I speak?
I have not mastered the art of listening

Why doesn't my throat make a sound?
I can barely breathe right now, I can not hear my breath.

I apologize my Angel, I can only be quiet now. For I want to have my own voice.

I apologize my Angel for when I speak, I can not hear you.

I apologize because I am too emotional to soothe myself and only you can soothe me with one little finger.

I apologize because I find myself defending my love.

I apologize cause I find myself protecting my gift from the universe.

I apologize because I can't hold your attention through the distance.

I apologize cause no matter what I study or learn, I am still human.

I apologize cause your sweet love fills me up and I can't imagine you not being in my life.

I apologize cause I have always given love, and have not been good at receiving it.

I apologize cause I only want to sooth you, love you and make you happy the way soul mates do.

Wake up

Baby, I woke up today beautifully in love, feel me Angel , my sensitive spirit longs for you. I am so complete with you, everything makes so much sense.

My Angel Knows

My Angel do you know I am listening to your cd "Love", while I lay my head waiting to fall asleep. It was a great time with you tonight back and forth. Baby we are so together even though we are far apart. I am working on and end to that. I really just need to be with you. I will focus really hard on what I need to do and I thank you for your encouragement. You really make me feel good. Your love is a diamond and you fill me with laughter from your innocent silly wit. Baby let me remind you, I am an unusually rare good little boy. Of course I have my sides, but I am thorough joy. My Angel you make me feel safe and I like it. You make me feel so loved like I have never known. I am so wide opened for you. I have this feeling inside which almost feels like I am scared, but there is nothing to be scared of, is this the feeling of being vulnerable is. But it is ok to feel that way isn't it. I know you will keep me at ease and sooth me as you always do.

Speak to Me

Speak to me from your heart to my heart, feel me as you feel yourself. Nothing is confusion, it is all in understanding, it's all just is! All you need is to feel me to you. We are for reason. Life already is an illusion, I provide to you the looking glass to see it clearly and to see through me... I will be what you think of me, u must not create the illusion. I am that I am.

A Quiet Moment

My Angel thank you for sending your love today. I can feel it, I feel my body and mind being energized. I sense your focus and loving thoughts of me. I do appreciate this feeling you are giving me, maintain it my love, soak it up and be still in it for a quiet moment. Baby I am you, you are me, we coexist in a magnetic bond of our hearts. As I look at your photo baby I am reliving our fond memories together I am singing duets to myself...here comes your part baby Sing!... We are destiny, and we will transcend together in worlds to come.